You want to do it

You want to do it
But you don’t

For whatever reason
It doesn’t want to happen
You beg it, and still it doesn’t answer

You soooo want to do it
It doesn’t listen to you
It can’t hear you
It won’t have it

Not done
Not happening

Done
What happened

How did it?
Why did it?
What changed?

No clue
Never was
And here we are

Wondering what happened without YOU
When did it decide to listen
And most importantly, to whom

It was done, not by your will
Not to your fill of an expectation still
It wanted to happen, so it did

You wanted to do it
You want to
You too
You do

When “do” doesn’t obey you
What’s left to want?

Probably nothing
Probably everything
Probably…

You want to do it.

Until the next ❤️ beat ~.~.~