I didn’t want to admit it

I couldn’t but see it, but not admit it
I couldn’t but hear it, but not admit it
I couldn’t but smell it, but not admit it

You know the gist
You’ve been there
You probably still are

I know not because I’ve been
But since then, I’m still in
You don’t escape, you just wrestle the sin

You crave the win, but never do
You share the win to an unending boo
Safe to say the day came, and you wouldn’t admit it

That’s the charade, my friend
That’s the secret met without a scent
That’s the world bowing out of dissent

I don’t want to admit it
And yet it was
Not by me, I promise you that

But thankfully, by whatever it was.
I don’t want to admit it.

Until the next ❤️ beat ~.~.~