Can’t stop

You want it to go away 
You want it to stop
You don’t even want to change
You want it to desist 

The pull of stopping 
The need for it to end 
The seed meant to torment
The crave to put it on the mend 

Stopping can’t 
Stopping won’t 
Stopping is you
In assuming naively 

You could know better
It should be better 
You deserve better 
It will be better 

And better is such a lie 
In a home of lies
Searching endlessly for a high
In believing stopping is what will make it better

Until the next ❤️ beat ~.~.~